I didn’t realize that the horrific relationship I was in back in high school would be classified as domestic violence. During the entity of the relationship, I thought that some instances were quite strange. The fact that he would go through my phone every single day or how I would have to go to his house after school and/or after I got off from work. I classified him as being “overly protective” of our relationship until the day our brutal fight happened.

When asked about why I was with him for so long, I never had a reasonable explanation. I was in my senior year of high school, so I simply wanted to have fun and do my own thing. I already knew in my mind that this relationship wasn’t something to be considered “long-term,” but rather a way to enjoy someone’s presence before college swept me away in the following year.

Two psychological emotions that domestic violence relationships have are manipulation and isolation. I stopped spending time with my friends and eventually cut them out my life completely. They continually asked what was going on with my relationship and I grew frustrated with trying to defend my stance. At the time, I didn’t see the underlying factors of what was occurring and the emotional abuse that would soon transform into a terrible incident. I liked being around him and he liked being around me. That was enough reason for me to not stray from what we had.

One night at his house, a fight broke out between my boyfriend, his mother and myself. My boyfriend was lying to me about countless situations and I was fed up with how he was treating me both in public and private spaces. I wanted to continue with my senior year and not have the drama of a relationship keep me from enjoying such a special time in my life. Everything from our relationship began to unravel and I began to see him for the person that he truly was.

After profusely yelling at the top of my lungs that I was breaking up with him, I attempted to leave his house. As soon as I opened the door, he grabbed and twisted my wrist with multiple attempts to shove me back into his house. Thankfully, the situation ended there and I dashed to my car in order to park in a safe place and cry. In my heart, I knew he wasn’t going to let our relationship go easily and that this would only be the beginning of the tumultuous months to follow.

For the following months, I was harassed, stalked and bullied by him. I couldn’t escape his wrath even with all the desperate attempts I made. Shortly afterwards, he began dating someone else and I hoped this would take the pressure off of me. Then they tried to get me suspended from school and jointly stalked me. I would hide out in the nurse’s office because I couldn’t bear to walk the halls and accidentally run into them. I was sent to my physician on multiple occasions because my blood pressure would spike. My mom worried constantly about me but there was no proper way I could explain to her the situation I had now found myself in.

Eventually, he decided that I was no longer worth his time and left me alone for good. I graduated from high school and was able to move forward with my life. The pain that he caused manifested itself in a variety of ways that I have only recently discovered. All of the romantic relationships that followed were tumultuous and emotionally draining, I still struggle with the idea of being in a romantic relationship and how to emotionally prepare myself.




With sharing my story with 1,000+ people on Facebook (picture above) , I was able to gain relative closure on an experience I never fully let myself live. Statistics from the National Coalition Against Domestic Violence, 1 in 3 women and 1 in 4 men have been victims of [some form of] physical violence by an intimate partner within their lifetime. Understanding how I now fit into this mold, I am making an attempt to use my experience to help others grow. I know in my own life, I have emotional trauma that will need to be worked through in order for me to properly heal. Yet, If I am capable of being able to share my story with others, in hopes that I can reach one person, then it was worth it.



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